New Direction

Yes, A new Direction for me.Ive been accepted to University of Adelaide to study Economics.So instead of Flinders I have decided not to miss this golden opportunity.It was my dream to study Econs in University of Adelaide however I wasnt offered anything and so I gave up on that dream.I start concentrating on what I have which explains why I accepted the offer from Flinders university. Unexpectedly I received an email from Adelaide on Monday offering me a place to study Econs there. University of Adelaide,ranked 106 in the world and number 9 in Australia it is an offer that couldnt afford to decline.

A new chapter

So the time have come,

yet again,the part I hate the most

Its time to turn another new page

This time its not just another page but ive reached a new chapter

A new beginning, A start that I have always dreamt of

A journey that I chose

Happy and excited, I should be

But sad and worried I am

I do feel happy and I am excited

But I am also sad and worried

I have always said I hate uncertainty

Whether I like it or not

Smile or Cry

My life is full of uncertainties

I dunno wat to expect

Despite all these uncertainties

one thing is for sure

I am pretty optimistic

I guess I should update my friends,people that I care and people that care about me.Well I have made up my mind.I am gonna accept the offer from Flinders University.I am going to study the Bachelor of Commerce Majoring in Finance.Come February I will be blogging from Adelaide=)That is all for now if theres anything I will be updating you guys soon.

lots of love,
Ahmad Ridhuan

The end must come

War

Until the philosophy which hold one race

Superior and another inferior

Is finally and permanently discredited and abandoned

Everywhere is war,

me say war
That until there are no longer first class

And second class citizens of any nation

Until the colour of a man's skin

Is of no more significance than the colour of his eyes

Me say war
That until the basic human rights are equally

Guaranteed to all, without regard to race

Dis a war
That until that dayThe dream of lasting peace, world citizenship

Rule of international morality

Will remain in but a fleeting illusion

To be pursued, but never attained

Now everywhere is war, war
And until the ignoble and unhappy regimes

That hold our brothers in Angola, in Mozambique, South Africa sub-human bondage

Have been toppled, utterly destroyed

Well, everywehre is war,

me say war
War in the east, war in the west

War up north, war down south

War, war, rumours of war
And until that day, the African continent

Will not know peace, we Africans will fight
We find it necessary and we know we shall win

As we are confident in the victory
Of good over evil, good over evil, good over evilGood over evil, good over evil, good over evil

These are the words popularized by Bob Marley in his song War. While I am typing this I have no idea how many people are being terrorized and brutally murdered in Gaza. Yes I know this post couldnt bring any significant impact nor bring back the innocent lives that have become victim of human hunger for more power.

Some Headings from newspapers and online news around the world

• Gaza Attacks Further Split Arab Rulers, Public -Washington Post
• Deaths as Israel hits Gaza mosque-Aljazeera online
• Invading Israeli troops battle Hamas -Australian News online
• Nine Israeli soldiers killed: Hamas-Sydney Morning Herald
• Israel continues attack in Gaza as world leaders call for truce-ShanghaiDaily
• US thwarts push for Gaza truce demand-Mail and Guardian(South Africa)
• Israeli Tanks Mass Near Gaza as Jets Strike-St Petersburg Times(Russia)
• Israel invades, biggest military ops since Lebanon War-The Star(Malaysia)
• PAS rakam simpati, bantah keras kekejaman Zionis-HarakahDaily(Malaysia)
• Week 2 of Israeli Gaza blitz, no end in sight-Malaysiakini

All I can say is the world clearly the world KNOWS about Israel's invasion.

But nothing is being done to stop it. United Nations seems to be dumb and deaf.

The OIC is as usual doing nothing.

Bloggers have been the deciding factors in many elections around the world.

The voice of blog have changed and shaped a new landscape in the world.

Since the voice of UN and other big organisation seems to be lost in thin air when it matters.

Maybe bloggers around the world could unite and stop this wars not only in Gaza but all the wars around the world

Talk about the Butterfly effect

Small variations of the initial condition of a dynamical system may produce large variations in the long term behavior of the system.

If a butterfly's wings that creates tiny changes in the atmosphere may ultimately alter the path of a tornado or delay, accelerate or even prevent the occurrence of a tornado in a certain location

Imagine if the whole blogging community unite and try to do something. Compare the accesibility of a butterfly's wing and a blog.

Think.Imagine.Believe

War against the worlds biggest terrorist

Prior to this post iIhad a lot of drafts that i decided not to post.After being in the blogging community for some time i realised i have to be very mindful of what i decide to post. I dont care what people say about me but I wouldnt want to hurt anyone with my postings. It is not my feelings that I have to care about but the feelings of the others. Initially I wanted to blog about my post ausmat activities but while I was browsing http://www.chedet.com/ I saw his latest post about Gaza.A few quotes from his post

• The world seem to be condemning Israel for the inhuman attack against Gaza. But as usual the world does nothing. Why not? Because Israel is backed by the United States of America.


• The world should also condemn the United States. The planes and the bombs are all made in America. If they are lost the US will replace them. And the US will finance Israel so as to continue its bestiality.

Let us all condemn the United States and Israel for what have they done to Palestine. Honestly speaking I am not anti Americans but I am 100% against their country's policy to go into wars and commit brutal killings.one question?Can the death of another million lives bring back those who were killed on the 11th Spetember 2001? They say they want to have a war against terrorism. They are actually trying to kill their own shadow. They have killed more innocent lives than people they label terrorist. They have created more chaos than any other terrorist organisation. The war against terrorist will end the day the United States decides to stop their invasion. Much hope have been put upon America's President elect Barrack Obama. A change they want have become reality. What about the change the world wants? Can he deliver that? Hope and change is two different thing. We can hope but will things change? That are the questions that year 2008 have passed down to year 2009. Time will reveal everything. To my brothers and sisters in Gaza my prayers are with you. May Allah be with you.

*well this is it for this year.I'll blog about everything that happened this year soon. It had been one of the best year in my life.Ive really enjoyed 2008.I really look forward for next year.It will be another year full of changes.Till then Happy New Year!

thoughts

I am alone

So what if I am not over my past?
What if I am over my past?
Who are they to judge?
Based on their own perspective
They can make their own conclusion
I am sorry I don’t care anymore
My desires are unlimited
I wish I could destroy the barrier I built
I wish I could cross this line that i have drawn
Between you and me
Because that is what I want
But I will not succumb
As that is not what I need
What I already have now
Is more that what I bargain for
I would not risk anything
For everything than I already have.

-Ahmad Ridhuan,18-

I will be there for you

could it be I have found an angel

I can see heaven in your eyes

In my soul i will never be lonely

For there will be an angel by my side

People say a picture means a thousand words. I couldnt agree more with this. This is my latest picture with two of my good friends. This might be an ordinary picture from the outside but the significant of this picture to me is extraordinary. These two girls are friends that i met back when i was still in primary school. In other words they are childhood friends. We were very close back then. However due to study commitments and other stuffs our friendship drifted away. Honestly last year i never thought this could happen. Being close again with them reminds me of the good old days. When we were close back then I had everything that i've ever wanted in life with me. I was extremely happy. I look forward to wake up everyday and live my life. It was just so perfect. I wasnt searching for anything I wasnt trying to make myself happy, I was already very happy. Up that point all my life plan was on track.But i surrendered that happiness for something new which until today i regret and I am sure it will haunt me forever. But life have to go on. our friendship survived time, distance and also a broken relationship. In the end of the day we are still friends. I hope we could stay friends forever because one day if nothing goes right at least we know we have something to hold on to and that is our friendship. The future is uncertain but i certainly believe i will be happy if u guys are apart of me.

My Ausmat journey

So im done with ausmat.Finally!hopefully i'll get the TER required for uni.Since i am very free now I am gonna write something new.Im going to write about a random topic which i havent decide. I'll just type, continue typing till i get an idea of what i should write.Lets pick a topic.Perhaps i should write something about me.Do you realize I rarely post stuff about myself?Well today I am gonna write about my experience in Sunway University College. Before I finished my SPM i had lots of plans which involves one particular individual. After finishing SPM I came back to my hometown as you know i spend 2 years in a boarding school.I realized things have changed its not the same anymore.There goes my dream,hopes and plans.I had no plan B and so i had nothing to do.I decided to followed my parents advice and start studying.Of all the courses that are offered in this world I dunno why but I chose Australian Matriculation.Less than a month after SPM I start studying again.I know it will be tough at the same time I know it is gonna be awesome.I always imagined college life would be like in the movie American Pie. Trust me it is not at all like that but still it is awesome. My first day in college I felt like ive been there for years I already had so many friends I know studying in the same college so it wasnt that hard to fit in.However I am not the type that will stick with the same group of friends all the time. I meet new people I try to make friends with everyone. Trust me I met some of the most wonderful people in my life in college. These people had something most of my friends in school didnt have.RESPECT.They respect each other and they treat each other like humanbeing.Being in college really helps me in the process of moving on from my hope and dream.It was very hard but I was lucky to meet friends that i dare say I will NEVER forget forever in my life.What seemed impossible became possible. The time I spend with my college friends gave me the time and space I needed to accept the harsh reality of life. I wanted to become a better leader so I decided to join the Ausmat Student Council. It was interesting to be in the council I had the chance to work with a bunch of aspiring leaders thats not only very comitted but also fun to work with. We were given the responsibility to handle activities for Ausmat such as I-CARE DAY(some charitable thing),Sunway Sports Carnival,Theme Day,Ausmat Talent night to name a few. I would like to highlight The Sunway Sports Carnival as I was one of the few person incharged of it. I always had this interest in sports. Be it football,golf,badminton,table tennis I just like sports.Me and one of my best friend in college were incharge of the Ausmat contigent.I cant remember how many events we had but swimming,futsal,ping-pong,tennis,netball was on the list.It wasnt an easy task to esemble teams for each of the event.I had to find people not only from my intake(jan)but also people from march intake which I barely knew. With the help of everyone in the student council we were the only course that were represented in all the sports.It was a great success.I mean winning is a different story but participating having the fighting spirit that was the most important thing. We had that in Ausmat.Ausmat was fun but at the same time tough.I had tests almost every week.To make it worse each and every test was counted in the overall mark. Bassically i had to study the whole year.Study,Study,Study and suddenly it was already mid year.Time just move on and on leaving me with no time.Mid year holidays we had a trip to Langkawi.It was an eye opener because it was my first trip without an adult and with just my friends.If I start writing about the trip this whole post will only be about the trip because soo many things happened. The trip will always be in memory as one of the sweetest memory I had in college.Besides that in college we had more freedom.Which means more adventures together.Me and my friends expereinced a whole lot of new experience which includes accident,transvitite,ghost hunting,movies,food,drinks,futsal,driving,football.It is fair to say Ausmat wasnt just about academic education but it have also taught me more about real life experience.Enough said Ausmat.If you realized I didnt mentioned any names in my story. The reason is im not so good in remembering peoples name and if I start to name I might just forget some people and I dun want anyone to be left out of this story so it is safe to say i would never forget you people even if i dun remember ur name.I almost forget, in college I had this huge crush on a girl but she left Ausmat after our first sem and yeah I will not forget her also because concentrating my mind on her helped me a lot.I wanted to move on and so it helps a lot when i have someone to think about. Nothing happened but it was refreshing to meet someone new and interesting like her.She's the type of girl that could shine even in the darkest situation.Honestly I dunno wat I am saying so lets go on to other topics.You know what?On second thought I think I will name friends that I will definitely not forget its not that I will forget everyone else in Ausmat but these people are a lil special to me personally for various reasons.Adam.Adnesh.Anil.Amrita(both).Angeline.Andrea.Barath.Boh.Jess.Young.Radin.Chui.Wawa.Fel.Tanisha.Abdul.Faiz.Ieka.James.Janice.Jq.Renu.Pradina.Kevin.Khai Wen.LiShion.Michael.Nelly.Pao.Sarah.Shobz.Shra.Syahmi.Vj.YunTeng.Zainol.
Thanx for being my friend.Ausmat ended but I do hope our friendship stays.we might not see each other everyday again next year but I hope the memories of seeing each other in college almost eveyday this year will stay with us forever.To my fellow council members it was a pleasure to work with you guys.

Four letter Word

heyy guys thanx for viewing my blog.feel free to comment and discuss my posts.well this is something I wrote while studying bio.Guess wat??I have two more papers and im done with Ausmat..yeayyy!!I wish you guys good luck and all the best in life..wish me luck too yeahh=)Think.Imagine.Believe.

Four letter Word

I wanted to understand the true meaning of love

I tried searching for love

When I met you I thought I found love

The mutual feeling did not last long

I might not have found my love

But I certainly did understood

More if not much about love

Its not just another four letter word

It made me smile

At the same time made me cry

It made me try

Things I could never imagine or believe

When I lost you

I have lost a lot

But all is not gone

If you allow me to be a sport

I will keep all my words

As I once told you

I will be happy if you are happy

It will always be true till the day I die

-extraordinary me,18-

My Beautiful Book

My Beautiful Book

You are a book,

With a beautiful cover

The moment I saw you

I was mesmerized

I had to read you

I wasnt thinking about what would happen

I want to read you

True enough what people say

Dont judge a book by its cover

Because after reading you

I have to say it is not easy to understand you

But I dont care about your cover anymore

I realized what's inside you is so much

more than your cover

I swear that even if the cover is gone

in years to come

I wouldnt mind reading you again and again

Why would I read the same book again and again?

Some people call it stupidity

I call it loyalty.

By Ahmad Ridhuan,18.

Sepi dan setia

I watched this interesting movie,Sepi. Sepi is perhaps one of the best malaysian movie ever made and so i decided to write wat i think about a poem from the movie.

Kita hidup. Kita mati. Sungguh singkat perjalanan ini. Seringkali kita sibuk mencari kebahgiaan. Menghimpit diri dengan masalah. Memerah akal menyelesaikan masalah. Kita lupa memberi peluang kepada diri kita untuk mempunyai ruang bersendiri. Apabila sepi mennyelubungi jiwa. Ketika itu barulah kita sedar akan peluang-peluang yang sudah berlalu dan pintu-pintu yang sudah tertutup buat selamanya. Memang benar takdir menentukan segalanya. Tetapi salah kah kita memberi peluang kepada diri sendiri untuk bahagia? Dia ada dia. Mengapa saya tidak boleh bersama dia? Mereka bahagia.Tidak layakkah saya merasai kebahgiaan. Kenapa perlu setia kalau bahagia boleh wujud dari cinta? Kenapa risau tentang kata-kata orang? Saya adalah saya. Saya tetap saya. Kamu adalah kamu. Kamu tetap kamu. Kalau saya dan kamu boleh bahagia. Mengapa perlu setia? Saya pernah setia. Saya tetap terluka. Saya masih ditemani sepi. Buka minda selami perasaan fahami jiwa. Bahagia tak semestinya setia.

Is loyalty necessary?

I loyalty necessary in a relationship. That's my question perhaps some of you with experience can elaborate more. However this is my opinion ,loyalty is not needed in a relationship nad this is based on experience and observation. Why we dont need loyalty in a relationship. You see if you are in a relationship the chances are very high that you are blinded by love. And this is everything you need in a relationship. Look at what happened between Ashley and Cheryl Cole. Ashley cheated on her he had affairs with other women. You tell me is it acceptable?No?Yes?the answer is NO! but then she forgave him and accepted him back. See you dont need to be loyal to be in a relationship. Another scenario, you can be loyal to one girl not for a few days, not for a few months but a few YEARS and in the end she falls in love with another guy and thats the end of everything. See you dont need to be loyal. Being loyal hurts a lot but in return you dont usually get what you deserve.So its a choice that most of us have. So why be loyal if love overcomes everything?Why be in a relationship when you can be in a few relationship just make the guy/girl fall in love with you and he/she will definitely forgive you no matter what you do. Of course you can choose to be loyal to one wonderful guy/girl but be prepared to face the consequences. To wrap this random topic let me share with you something i learn in life and I learnt it the hardway. Loyalty is important but not necessary in a relationship..=D

yesteryears

Extraordinary Her

this poem is inspired by one of my coolest friend,Wan Zan Nureen =D

Extraordinary Her

If you were a flower

you would be a white rose

with pure white petals signifying your pureness

If you were a painting

you are a colourful painting

of a beautiful scenery

If you were a song

you will have an honest lyric

with a loud music

sang by a true rockstar

If you were a poem

You will be words

arranged to describe eternal beauty

If you were a dress

You will be a black dress

worn by a princess

to charm her prince charming

But since you are human

You dont have to be anything else

but yourself

As you yourself means everything

-extraordinaryme,18-

Enough is enough

• Everyday we can see news updates about our political situation.
• If you care to read not only the main stream media but also the alternative media I am sure you will realize how screw up our country is now.
• We are make to believe that our economy is growing smoothly and everything is fine in this country.
• But honestly you and me should know that it is not true. If we our economy is growing why on earth are we facing extremely high inflation? Food price is not stable oil price is still high despite the decrase in the world oil price.
• They say the retail price of petrol will be based on the average monthly market price of world crude oil. Again you and me should know this is not true.
• Enough about economics because i am not really a pro in this matter having studied only basic econs.
• However having studied in MRSM a school dominated by my own race and Sunway University where my own race is the minority I can see a clearer picture of where this country is going.
• We Malays always think that the Chinese and Indians are always there to kill us or if Malaysia is under attack they the Chinese will run to China and the Indians will run back to India leaving the Malays to die in Malaysia. This is very wrong. I can tell you most of my chinese and indians friends consider Malaysia as THEIR country not CHINA or INDIA and that most of them is willing to die for this country.
• Correct me if I am wrong.
• We have to change this perspective because if we want to continue leading this country we have to lead everyone.
• I really dont understand our leaders they are voted to lead Malaysia not their own race and yet they are more interested in fighting for thier own race be it chinese, malay or Indian.If one race is developed more than the other races this is actually a failure in our leadership.
• Because our country is not meant for one race but for all the races.
• HAve we forgotten the challenges of VISION 2020?
  Challenge 1: To form a nation that stands as one.
  Challenge 2: To produce a Malaysian community that has freedom, strength, and full of self confidence.
  Challenge 3: To develop a mature democratic community.
  Challenge 4: To form a community that has high morale, ethics and religious strength.
  Challenge 5: To cultivate a community that is matured and tolerant.
  Challenge 6: To form a progressive science community.
  Challenge 7: To cultivate a community rich in values and loving culture.
  Challenge 8: To ensure the formation of a community with a fair economy.
  Challenge 9: To cultivate a prosperous community.

Let's go thorugh all the challenges and what have we achieved so far and let me remind you we have only 12 years left.

Challenge 1: Bumiputera with thei own issue non bumis with their issues perhaps we are one of the most divided nation
Challenge 2: with the draconion law ISA anyone can be detained the word freedom itself is not in our nations dictionary
Challenge 3: Democratic community? tell me how on earth is democracy possible with ISA
Challenge 4 : Religious are not being respected this is my personal opinion if you are a non believer you dont deserve to discuss someone elses religion you can say good things and bad things theres no point because u dont believe in it.
Challenge 5 : HOw is the community going to be matured and tolerant when our leaders arent
Challenge 6: Science and Maths in BM?How is that helping in the progress of scientific community?
Challenge 7 :We are still racially divided..where is the love?
Challenge 8: Our government is practicing fair economy.(Anyone agree?)
Challenge 9: Prosperous community is a united community but look what happen when the rakyat are united?Their leaders are sent into ISA.

with 12 years left sadly we are so far away. Each year we are drifting even more further from achieving vision 2020. Correct me if i am wrong. CHANGE IS NEEDED NOW!

Someone please explain to me

If its too hard to understand me,understand my words

I want to fall in love again

But Im afraid to lose someone

The way I lost you

I want to fall in love again

But I am afraid

To be hurt again

Because to heal the wound

It felt impossible

I want to fall in love again

But I was was convinced that wou were the one for me

Look what happened,now

I want to fall in love again

But if I move one to the next stage

I am afraid that it would get me back

to where I am now

I want to fall in love again

But you as my history

I dont think i'll get a better story

I want to fall in love again

Because Im soo over you

But the thought of losing a bestfriend

the way i Lost you as my best friend

I'd rather die alone

I want to fall in love again

As i dont live in memories anymore

But I dont want to live in those memories again

I have reasons to be afraid

You were my bestfriend.Now you are my friend

I am fine with that. I dont want it to repeat.

by Ahmad Ridhuan Alauddin

Almost Here...

This song is seriously very meaningful im posting this for one of my friend!(wawa u should read this lyriq and listen to the song!)=)

Almost here by Delta Goodrem and Brian McFadden

Did I hear you right'cause

I thought you said

Let's think it over

You have been my life

And I never planned

Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light

Where the love once shined so bright

Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight

Love's not always black and white

Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you

I'm close to tears'

cause your only almost here

I would change the world

If I had a chance

Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child

Throw your arms around me

Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you

I'm close to tears'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you

You're almost here

Well I never knew how far behind

I'd left you

And when I hold you your almost here

Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

And now I'm with you

I'm close to tears'cause I know

I'm almost here

Only almost here

Marie Digby

Well this is something I wrote for Marie Digby=D

Marie Digby

Sing Marie sing,

Because there ain't no other reason

heaven sent you here

Smile Marie smile,

I'll run a million miles,

Just to catch your smile

Strum Marie strum,

keep strumming your guitar,

you are the star,

That rhymes the songs,

Play Marie play the piano,

You are the voice on the radio,

That's in my dream every night,

It seems to me that you are the angel

the voice that makes me swoon,

Shall I say it again?

Marie Digby sing,

keep singing

Cuz there aint no other reason

Heaven sent you here.=)

-extraordinary me,18-

If u dare to dream,face the Consequences

What if u cant explain something with words?Explain it with pictures!As pictures can mean a thousand words and can be viewed with your own perspective and be judged by your own judgement so i decided to post pictures of something that if you ask me to describe I would say it in one word SPECIAL.But if u ask me to explain I just cant..

"If my life is a clock all this while it have been rotating anti-clockwise, but now FINALLY it is rotating in a direction that makes more sense..clockwise"
-extraordinaryme,18-

Harapan

Einstein said: imagination is more important than knowledge. For while knowledge defines all we currently know and understand, imagination points to all we might yet discover and create.

For today's post i'll let my imagination take over. Imagine what are my policies if i become the prime minister of Malaysia

• Let Malay be malays let chinese be chinese and let indians be indians. Let them improve themselves for the benefit of the country.
• I wont waste time trying to promote Bangsa Malaysia because it will never happen say wtv u want but right now the mindset of our people is still not up to that standard.
• Thats why each of the races have to resolve their internal prejudice first before we can start talking about uniting everyone.
• Policies implemented by my government should promote competitiveness among all the races.
• Wheter we like it or not thats the only way people will innovate. Improve themselves for their own benefit.
• Scholarships will be divided into two.
• Education and sports.
• Strictly Merit based.
• It ahould be based on true Islamic leadership.
• A true Islamic leadership does not discriminate it is colour blind.
• I did not say Islamic country because theres no point in becoming an Islamic country if its policies are un-Islamic.
• Free of corruption-this might be impossible therefore even if theres corruption it shouldnt affect the people in any way.
• Wth am I saying if thats what you are thinking now. Its reality! there are no country in this world that is free from corruption but with an affective ACA it will be kept at the most minimum level thus it shouldnt affect my people in any way.
• Conserving the environment should be the number one priority in any development plan.
• I dont want to pass down a country that is worthless to my successor.
• No ONE is guilty until proven guilty.
• Politician sets policies but based on research and development that are made by geniuses that specialist in specific fields. Professors,engineers,doctors in other words PROFESSIONALS.
• Im done imagining stuffz-all I can say is one day when the time comes VOTE FOR ME.
• A realistic change with a significant impact. I have a dream I want Malaysia to change the world.
• THINK.IMAGINE.BELIEVE

An extraordinary Girl I call my Friend

In life there are so many moments but breathtaking moments will always be remembered. It becomes stories that are highlighted to be told again and again through out our life time. She took my breath away. Thats why my life story have always been related to her. Today instead of using her as my main character i will use YOU because this post is meant for you and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. If you dont understand it means nothing and i am just wasting my time doing nothing.

Why do you remind me of Isabella Swan?It is not easy to come out with words because you are very important and since u have always been breathtaking to me for once i want to take ur breath away with my words. Of all the characters in this world Isabella Swan is the only character that i think suits you.

She's delicate but at the same time unbreakable. She seems to be flawless but at the same time not perfect.

She's smart I cant remember any stupid moves,words,decision that u take at least for the pass six years.

She made not one but two wonderful guys fall for her.They are both wonderful, naturally she had to make a choice and her choice was her choice and theres nothing anyone can do to stop it. It is destined to be like that.

You say you are normal and indifferent,the same way bella describe herself but in reality we know she is not normal and a totally different type of girl. the type that we dont see everyday trust me its really hard to meet someone like you and bella.

You know when to speak up and when to shut up. Now I really respect you for that ability.I might have described Isabella Swan in so many ways but I dun think i have described even a quarter of Isabella Swan.Thats why i say you remind me of Isabella Swan you are indescribable my dear friend and since u have read the book you should KNOW more about her.

People tend to forget NOT everyone wants to be Edward Cullen.As love is not life.Love justifies feelings but life,theres so much more in it.Being acknowledged might just be good enough to some people.THINK.IMAGINE.BELIEVE.