When I open my eyes
The thought of you
makes me happy
When I feel down
The first thought of you
makes me smile
When I'm with you
Nothing else matters
I just want to see your smile
When I see you
each and every time
My heart skips a beat
When I think about the future
I cant imagine
a life without you
If you open your eyes and open your heart, you will soon realise that what you need is often nearer that you thought.
I hate to be unsure
But I cant be sure
Maybe its just me
Building castles in the air
Drown in my wishful thinking
I dont want to dream anymore
I want it to be real
In the end of this story
I dont want to be sorry
All I need is to believe
Perhaps with a little bit of luck
We could actually be happy.
I might just need more time
I might just need more space
I might just need more reasons
No.
I just need You.
Only you.
5 Weeks of study weeks left. If I pass all my papers, this will be it my journey in Adelaide is about to end. I am leaving for good,I dont think I'll be coming back here to live here. I might come here for graduation and vacations in the future. Adelaide is now apart of me and in the future I would really love to bring my children here and show them where I found the true meaning of life. I learn the meaning of being responsible here. I could choose to live my life in whatever way I want because I'm far away from my parents and family but Alhamdulillah I think I have chosen the best way to live.
I learn about Islam a lot more here than back home. I meet different kind of people some are just haters that love to hate but I also met friends that I now consider family. How can friends be family?Why not? These people for the past three years have always been beside me through the ups and downs of life. They have treated me no different than how my family would have treated me back home.The love,the compassionate and the support only Allah can afford to repay them for all their kindness.
Whether I like it or not, its time to move on to the next phase of life. My career would definitely be my main priority for the next few years. At the same time I really want to learn Al-quran,Sunnah and the Salaf principle more in detail (to my readers please knock my head if dont do this when Im back). Well, my definition of success is entering jannah. I can have millions but if I dont take care of my religion I can bring not only me but also my family to hell. This world is not forever, hereafter is where we all are heading to FOREVER.
Ok. Moving on, starting a family comes next. Mom asked about this a couple of months ago and I said, 'I'll get married when I have enough knowledge about Islam and also enough money to provide my wife with the best things in life". InsyaAllah
I may have a lot of plans,but in the end only Allah will decide. I can only hope and pray for the best.
This would probably be my last Adelaide update for my friends and and family back home as you can see I dont really update this blog that often anymore but I'll try my best because if possible I would really like to remember all the final moments in Adelaide.
I cant say why
I cant justify
I try to find a reason
I say you have beautiful eyes
I know that’s a lie
You are so much more
I wish I could know more
I’m writing this
Not to be clear
Nor I want anyone to hear
It can never be clear
It is sad, but the end is just too near.
by extraordinaryme
Richman Avenue, South Australia.
dedicated to you,the one that inspire me.
