War against the worlds biggest terrorist

Prior to this post iIhad a lot of drafts that i decided not to post.After being in the blogging community for some time i realised i have to be very mindful of what i decide to post. I dont care what people say about me but I wouldnt want to hurt anyone with my postings. It is not my feelings that I have to care about but the feelings of the others. Initially I wanted to blog about my post ausmat activities but while I was browsing http://www.chedet.com/ I saw his latest post about Gaza.A few quotes from his post

  • The world seem to be condemning Israel for the inhuman attack against Gaza. But as usual the world does nothing. Why not? Because Israel is backed by the United States of America.

  • The world should also condemn the United States. The planes and the bombs are all made in America. If they are lost the US will replace them. And the US will finance Israel so as to continue its bestiality.

Let us all condemn the United States and Israel for what have they done to Palestine. Honestly speaking I am not anti Americans but I am 100% against their country's policy to go into wars and commit brutal killings.one question?Can the death of another million lives bring back those who were killed on the 11th Spetember 2001? They say they want to have a war against terrorism. They are actually trying to kill their own shadow. They have killed more innocent lives than people they label terrorist. They have created more chaos than any other terrorist organisation. The war against terrorist will end the day the United States decides to stop their invasion. Much hope have been put upon America's President elect Barrack Obama. A change they want have become reality. What about the change the world wants? Can he deliver that? Hope and change is two different thing. We can hope but will things change? That are the questions that year 2008 have passed down to year 2009. Time will reveal everything. To my brothers and sisters in Gaza my prayers are with you. May Allah be with you.

*well this is it for this year.I'll blog about everything that happened this year soon. It had been one of the best year in my life.Ive really enjoyed 2008.I really look forward for next year.It will be another year full of changes.Till then Happy New Year!


I am alone
So what if I am not over my past?
What if I am over my past?
Who are they to judge?
Based on their own perspective
They can make their own conclusion
I am sorry I don’t care anymore
My desires are unlimited
I wish I could destroy the barrier I built
I wish I could cross this line that i have drawn
Between you and me
Because that is what I want
But I will not succumb
As that is not what I need
What I already have now
Is more that what I bargain for
I would not risk anything
For everything than I already have.
-Ahmad Ridhuan,18-

I will be there for you

could it be I have found an angel

I can see heaven in your eyes

In my soul i will never be lonely

For there will be an angel by my side

People say a picture means a thousand words. I couldnt agree more with this. This is my latest picture with two of my good friends. This might be an ordinary picture from the outside but the significant of this picture to me is extraordinary. These two girls are friends that i met back when i was still in primary school. In other words they are childhood friends. We were very close back then. However due to study commitments and other stuffs our friendship drifted away. Honestly last year i never thought this could happen. Being close again with them reminds me of the good old days. When we were close back then I had everything that i've ever wanted in life with me. I was extremely happy. I look forward to wake up everyday and live my life. It was just so perfect. I wasnt searching for anything I wasnt trying to make myself happy, I was already very happy. Up that point all my life plan was on track.But i surrendered that happiness for something new which until today i regret and I am sure it will haunt me forever. But life have to go on. our friendship survived time, distance and also a broken relationship. In the end of the day we are still friends. I hope we could stay friends forever because one day if nothing goes right at least we know we have something to hold on to and that is our friendship. The future is uncertain but i certainly believe i will be happy if u guys are apart of me.