Someone please explain to me

If its too hard to understand me,understand my words

I want to fall in love again

But Im afraid to lose someone

The way I lost you

I want to fall in love again

But I am afraid

To be hurt again

Because to heal the wound

It felt impossible

I want to fall in love again

But I was was convinced that wou were the one for me

Look what happened,now

I want to fall in love again

But if I move one to the next stage

I am afraid that it would get me back

to where I am now

I want to fall in love again

But you as my history

I dont think i'll get a better story

I want to fall in love again

Because Im soo over you

But the thought of losing a bestfriend

the way i Lost you as my best friend

I'd rather die alone

I want to fall in love again

As i dont live in memories anymore

But I dont want to live in those memories again

I have reasons to be afraid

You were my bestfriend.Now you are my friend

I am fine with that. I dont want it to repeat.

by Ahmad Ridhuan Alauddin