Understand

while listening to miss ruba's(econs lecturer) lecture about unemployment i wrote this:

If The World Can Understand me

I gave you my words

I told you I'll love you forever

Yes I will

As I am a man of my words

Perhaps now I define love differently

They can say what they want to say

I really dont care

But I know you care

I am sorry

 But they have to understand

Love doesnt mean being with you

But being there for you when you need me

Love doesnt mean hoping you will love back

It is unconditional and irrevocable

I dont dream to be your prince charming

At least not anymore

You crush me into pieces with your stories

I dont mind being the pieces

Only if it means something to you

I said something not everything

I have come to understand 

The more important thing is not our history

But its our friendship

-extraordinaryme,18-

to my beautiful friend..theres no point feeling bad for something that had happened.I believe in destiny and it was destined to be like that theres nothing that I can do. Until today I hold on to wat you said a few years back...what is meant to happen will happen and everything happens for a reason. It is hard to accept but life is never easy. We can regret our history but we certainly cant change it. Looking forward to the future is a much better thing to do and thats more important.i might not be your bestfriend but you will always be my bestfriend.I hope its understandable.the end.=)